About my blog

I originally created this blog in November 2007 as an online community for my friends and family to stay in touch with me through my fight with Stage 4 Burkitt's Lyphoma, my third fight with HIV related cancer but by far the most aggressive. We all have faced hardships in regards to our health or know someone close to us who has. What came as a result of this site was an outpouring of support and love from those around me and also people who found my site and were going through similar circumstances or knew someone who was. I don't know why I didn't think of this site sooner as both my husband greg and myself work as interactive web producers by day, but it's here now and I've met a number of new friends and created a circle of hope and support for each other and our loved ones. By the end of January 2010, my site will be relaunched to include links to resources, a community board to talk topics out with others in the search for answers, my blog and a bit more about my own history with this disease. I have now fought cancer three times since 1996 and am living proof that you can defy the odds.

Cancer is ugly and is anything but boring. I chose to call my blog cancer is boring because I still have things I want to do in this life. If my battles have taught me anything, it's to love and help each other.

I hope this site reminds you that you are never alone and that resources are out there. I will continue to share information as I receive it on my personal battle. One day at a time, one step at a time, thankful to be alive. .

Sunday, November 9, 2008

1 Year Scan


It was one year ago at this time, Greg and I were visiting our family in PA. I was getting short of breath and having a pain in my right axilla when getting in and out of our car rental. A few days later, I had a CT scan which showed a 3" in diameter mass. I had surgery to have the mass removed and after a number of tests was diagnosed with Stage 4 Burkitt's Lymphoma with six tumors throughout my body.

I was fortunate enough to survive my second battle with cancer, but the emotional scars are still healing. I've learned what and who are important to me in life and am blessed to have a support group of family, friends and co-workers who have been with me through the ride.

Tomorrow morning at 7am EST, I'll be turning into "radioactive brad" in preparation for my 1 year PET/CT scan at St. Vincent's Comprehensive Cancer Center. When you get a PET/CT scan, they inject you with radioactive sugar that runs through your body for the scan itself. I've attached a picture of what the PET/CT scan looks like. Kinda freaky, but am glad the technology is there.

Tonight and tomorrow night will probably be long nights waiting for my results on Tuesday. I'm nervous but optimistic all will be ok. Just the thought of going over to the cancer center and the rough battles I had there this past year makes me emotional. I just finished watching Extreme Home Makeover and all but cried my eyes out, but it's good to let it out.

If you're reading this and would include me in your prayers tonight or tomorrow, I would appreciate it. I'm looking forward to good news and getting on with living my life.

If all is ok with my scan, my oncologist will let me have my metaport taken out. So here's to a good healthy scan tomorrow and good news on Tuesday.

Love to you all.

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